I'll be honest and say that I usually never read these things when people write them. I usually just like to look at pictures. But for some reason today I've had a bunch of 'confessions' running through my mind, so I thought I'd get them off my chest and write them down :)
1. I hate showering
everyday. Maybe that's because I hate doing my hair so much.
2. When people cut me off, and make me slow down, I
yell at them in my car and tell them what
idiots they are and I feel better, or justified, not sure which. I'm a very impatient driver.
3. I wish my hair was
stick straight so I could wash it, and not spend any time blow drying it, round brushing, straightening, curling all that
none sense.
4. I'm angry at my new neighbors downstairs who make my apartment smell like
smoke. Disgusting.
5. I think of the
past a lot and wish I could change certain things. Nothing major, just stupid things I said (which was all the time), moments when I embarrassed myself, or when I could've been a better friend.
6. I love Mac & Cheese, frosting, and Top Ramen. Sue me.
7. I thought when I graduated college I would've gotten a very
impressive job. I became a personal trainer instead. Hm. What happened?
8. I love, love, love, love, love, love, love
MAKEUP. If I could sit and play in it all day, I would. No, really, I would.
9. I wish I had a nice camera and had
nice big pictures to put on my blog.
10. It's easy to look at other people's
talents and wish I had those abilities too. All of them, at once.
11. The only thing I like about California is the gorgeous
weather. Other than that, this place is goin' nowhere. I'd rather live in the mountains.
12. I think arts and crafts are
overrated. Probably because I'm not very good at them.
13. I love people who are
open and say it
like it is, or not afraid to say what's
really going on. Love it.
14. I love the smell of
gasoline. And Sharpy markers.
15. I hate long lists like this, I think they're
self indulgent. I guess I'm being selfish.
16. I'm sick of trying to be
good at everything, and just trying so
hard in general. So I'm taking a break.
17. I love people who are
comfortable in their own skin.
18. I don't really have any
creative style for what I wear, how I decorate, or how I design my blog. Anything in that category is pretty pathetic. And I'm okay with that.
19. I have
REALLY long toes. People mention it when they're just walking on by. It's like music to my ears, every time I hear it...
20. I think of doing nice things for people all the time but
never get around to actually doing them.
21. I love to scratch my ears with
Q-tips even though I know I'm not supposed to. It feels so good.
22. I love it when I'm around someone and I feel
totally myself. When I don't have to think about what I'm going to say, or if I should say this or that, or wonder what they're thinking.
23. I'm sick of doing things because I "feel like I
should". I really don't like that word.
Should.
24. If I could never feel a feeling again, it would be
GUILT. I hate that feeling, and feel it too often about things I shouldn't even be worrying about.
25. I used to think I was a good 'communicator", but I guess not because I make some social situations/conversations pretty
awkward.
26. I don't always know how to
end a conversation on the phone. I'm not very good at it.
27. I'm not a huge phone talker, so if we don't chat often, please don't equate that to how I
feel about you :)
28. I love
saucy things. I hate to eat something that's dry. Of course the saucy things are usually the fattiest.
29. If I lived 100 years ago I probably wouldn't care so much about what I look like. I blame a lot of that on our society and it's emphasis on how women are "
supposed" to look. C'z it just ain't me.
30. When people think they are cooler than other people, I feel an urge to shut them down and make them feel
small. Isn't that terrible? But there's nothing I hate more.
31. I know I'm ending on 31 but I didn't want to end on that negative note.
31 & 1/2. I love it when you're laughing
so hard you can't stop and can hardly
breathe. I want to create more of those moments.